Can’t be pregnant, we took this month off.
Clearly my body is just fucking tormenting me and I’m so angry about it I can’t even form real, coherent thoughts.
This is, by far, the longest cycle I’ve ever experienced and I’m so fucking pissed off and miserable and everyone is pregnant and I just can’t fucking deal with this. Now we’re looking at moving, and my logic says we should probably take another month or two off, but I just can’t. I can’t do it, I can’t wait anymore. I can’t emotionally handle waiting, especially since after we move we won’t have a sperm donor near by. Ugh.
I can’t. I can’t. I literally, actually, can’t.
CD19. No positive OPK but suddenly tons of EWCM today so hopefully I’m close. Meeting with our sperm donor tomorrow.